So i got a new phone on wednesday. I'm now with T-mobile but i have the same phone number. they were very friendly over there that was nice. So anyway i was driving home yesterday and a 'low colant warning' came on. So dad and me decided that we would take the care in to get looked at today. We left the house around 6:30 and didn't get to the dealership until around 9. Why? Because 'Princess' decided that she wanted to over heat on the freeway and then once more when i was less than 2 miles from the dealership. grrr. so now i have no car and i'm supposed to be checking on pets for my Monkey family and Thomas & Monica. Yeah so sufficed to say things are not fun at the moment.

I think I might try to go to AV but it would only be for one day. Its too expensive for me to go for longer than that. But oh well. So Sat or Sun.

Sissy, I'll try to call you soon and maybe sometime next week we can do something.

Until then my brain is fried from summer school and i start back up on the 27th so i guess that its true there is no rest for the wicked.

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Me found amuzing. Its friday yay finals are almost here and then i get to go see tim. I'm trying to self learn how to french braid my own hair it is rather amuzing. Work sucks but that should not be anything new. I'm ready for a long vacation. Too bad i don't have time for one since i'm taking summer school yuck. A whole 12 credits worth but oh well. Guess i should get back to work and do what they are paying me for.

The internet sucks sometimes. I sent my teacher a message before spring break asking her about when she was going to post an assignmnet. She responded yesterday saying that it was posted. Well, gee thanks a lot of good that does me now. I get tons of spam on my work account. For the record no i do not need want or am capiable of having penis enlargment nor do i have problems keeping one up. Also I do not need to be searching for reliability and validity to do my take home test and randomly com across
....PORN....
Yes i understand that that is what the internet is used for by the majority of people but if i wanted to look at it I would I don't need stuff to randomly pop up. For heaven sakes i was looking for bathing suits and ended up on a page with naked girls. So totally not what i wanted nor needed to see.
And the worst part is that it is all geared towards guys. What can't you find girl porn. Honestly the girls are always these overly attractive snobs for the guys and what do the girls get to look at, It's no Johnny Depp, I'll tell you that. Girls get the worst end of everything even related to, shall I say It
....PORN....
Grrrr. That is all i have to say about that :P

The lights grow dim and my life is spinning out of control. How could this be? Simple, school sucks. Its spring break and i have spent most of it working on school work. This really sucks. Then last night i was told that i am two faced. I understand that i was told this by a 15 year old but still that doesn't change the fact that it was said. So then I proceeded to get upset worked to hard and got my BPM up to 201. Now i am no expert by any means but i do not think that it is supposed to get that high. Lucky me my instructor did not find out but its okay. on top of all that i totally miss Tim.
I just want the semester to be over the stress of everything i have to get done is keeping me up at night and all of this week i have slep in an shown up at work late not a good habit to get into.

Long day well long week really stomach cramps first time i've had my period since the first week of january so of course it hurts like hell. I have 3 papers to write and a few other random assignments. Oh and two of the papers are research papers yuck. I just want the week to be over with i am so ready for spring break even if i still have to go to work.

Excited about possibly being able to go to my first Anime Expo It would be sweet. But as for now i'm stuck at work and then i have math homework and i'm not even in a math class. Someone please explain to me how I can have math homework but not a math class i just don't get it grrrr.

I am a fallen angel
dark with grief
for the life i've lead
has shattered
broken glass slices the skin
but i take no heed
for i am among the fallen
the damned
deep in a pool of sanity
I can not breath
upside down i walk
through the light
to find the darkness
that welcomes me home

I'm sorry to those who have lost a pet and for those of you who do not feel well and most importantly for those of you who fall into both of these categories. I hope that everyone gets better in whatever healing you need to do if you need to talk you can call me.

Long long very long week and it is only monday. Tim changed cell providers so i can't talk as much *sniffles* but i will change in August as well because Verizon has pissed me off for the last time. They are rude and well they are just plain mean which is just totally wrong. I spent all weekend writing a 4page paper on my family history and then when i had everything written i knew it was only two pages so I started to make stuff up. Not my fault that my family is dysfunctional.

Then there is the chaos. *grrr* people are not allowed to pick on my twin and make her cry. If i could i would put a well placed Crucio on those that hurt her but alas i would get in tuns of trouble for that so i will just have to stick with cursing them behind their backs. Oh and guess what me and my twin found out (we are lesbians) someone could have told me sooner. We laid on each other big whoopdido. We are girls and girls do stuff like that and we were both not feeling well and wanted to go home. The stupidity of some people. Oh well, like everything else we just turned it into one of our long running jokes. But seriously twincest (yuck) that is totally disgusting you sickos.

Life isn't fair. It's just fairer than death that's all. (William Goldman)"The Princess Bride"

Grrr I'm so not happy I have been sick for like a week and as soon as I started feeling better I walked by someone smoking which ment that i went back to the caughing my lungs up stage which is soooo not fun. On top of all that I have a four page paper i have to right on the deculturalization of my family and the roles of women in my family. I tried to explain to my teacher that i had a disfunctional family and you know what my teacher told me "Oh don't worry about i rachel you will be able to get the information you need" well you know what i did my dad sat there and took the verry little that he new and made up the rest. Ha! how do you like that! My family history is the mixture of a few facts and my dad's and my imaginations. Now all I have to do is actually right the paper but oh well.

this week sucks and it just started. I have tuns of homework and i think i'm getting sick and i have a tournament saturday that i have to referee and participate in. Not looking foward to that at all. I'm stuck at work doing nothing when i should be doing homework but don't want to cuz at this point all i want to do is go to sleep. Urrrrrgggggg Well at least i should have some fun this weekend.

My toe got infected well not exactly more of ingrown toe nail but anyways. Sissy if you read this will you give me a call i keep wanting to call you to see how you are doing and talk about some other stuff but the time change has me all confused and i don't want to be a but like dan and wake the world of sissy up when she is going to bed. I miss everyone and it is cold out here. well i'll talk later.

BTW i'm making tim watch Material Girls with me that should be amusing.

TTFN